Glad to be closing the book on March soon

Glad to be closing the book on March soon

March has been a very difficult month.   The emotions brought on by Will's Birthday on March 1st are never easy to deal with.   For whatever reason, this year was even harder than last.  

One of the most difficult decisions I have had to make since Will died was finding another home for his beloved dog, Cassidy.   I love that dog and have SO many memories of she and Will together but she deserved more than I could provide for her.   Boxers need to have space to run and non-stop attention.   Luckily she now has a huge fenced in backyard, another large dog to run with and kids to shower her with attention.   

It was like giving up another piece of what was left of my prior life. 

I know it was for the best but it was still not an easy decision.

Life goes on.

It sure is quit around my house now.

I miss you!

I miss you!

The week of his birthday has been filled with so many emotions.   I have kept myself so busy that some of my grief catches up to me when I least expect it.   

I miss hearing his voice. My life feels so empty without the sound of his voice sometimes. 

I miss you Will.

Will's "Wrestling Birthday"

Will's "Wrestling Birthday"


I decorated Will's grave in a way he would have appreciated.  There are three wrestling matches going on graveside.

Triple H has thrown Trevor Murdoch through a table to win the Tables Match!

Jeff Hardy and Edge are in the middle of Ladder Match!

Hulk Hogan has destroyed Santino Morella!

Happy Birthday Will!

Happy Birthday Will!

Today would have been Will's 11th birthday.   My heart is heavy.   I feel like I have lost touch with the world in the past week.   Nothing has felt good or even taste good.  I miss my son so much that I struggle to think of anything else.  

I feel like I celebrate his life every day in everything I do.

Today is not a celebration.

I love you Will!