Monday, April 6, 2015

No one ever told me grief felt so like Fear - CS Lewis


No one ever told me grief felt so like Fear - CS Lewis

- WOW -

I never put the two emotions together before.

Another new perspective on grief.

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Missing someone.....


Missing someone.....

No matter how hard I try to not let his upcoming birthday bring me down I feel so sad.

I miss you so much Will.

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Grieving correctly?


Grieving correctly?

A Birthday in Heaven



A Birthday in Heaven

As much as I dread the emotions attached to Will's upcoming birthday on March 1st, I have to wonder about birthdays in Heaven.  I would rather deal with the emotions attached to 10 Christmas' without him than deal with hirthday. There is such an attachment to Will's birth.  It was truly the greatest day of my life.  I never expected to be blessed with a second chance to be a parent. I was allowed to help deliver Will that day and felt so connected to him. 

But what does a birthday matter to someone who is in Heaven? What a crazy idea that he would even be thinking about his birthday on earth. 

My mind wanders.......