Thursday, October 23, 2014

A Blink of an Eye


A Blink of an Eye

So much truth in this statement.

Give it all you got it.

It may your last shot.

Friday, October 17, 2014

I grin and bear it.


I grin and bear it.  

I have missed Will so much lately.

I grin and bear it.

I move on to the next task in my projects.   Blindly staying busy and but feeling like I never really anything.

Constantly shifting the numbness around but never letting it fully surface.

It takes so much energy to dodge the untruth.

The thought of no true closure to Will's death is unbearable at times.

It weighs on me as it must on those responsible for his death.

I am tired.

My faith is strong.

I pray for closure and peace constantly.

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Will won!


Will won!

I will never forget the excitement in Will's voice when he told me about winning the costume contest at Jump for Joeys.  The prize was a Jump for Joeys annual pass, one of his favorite places on the planet! He had entered lots of costume contests in his life but this was the first time that he won first prize and was beaming.  It was such a thrill to see him get that excited.  

Will wore his annual pass out!  He must have gone twice a week on average and would have gone more often if he could have arranged it. 

It turned out to be the last costume contest he ever entered.  I am so blessed to have such great memories.